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I Can't Help But To Be Scared of it All Sometimes.

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Everytime I go through a breakup, I find a TV show and bathe myself in it. I went through a horrible one last year, with somebody who is still terribly important to me, if only he knew it. I chose One Tree Hill to sidetrack me from that dark period.

I bought four seasons of One Tree Hill on DVD and I, as mentioned earlier, bathed myself in it (almost as well as I bathed myself in alcohol). I watched every episode over and over again. 

From the time that I picked up the peices and decided it was time to move on with my life to now, I wasn’t able to watch the show. I was worried it would bring back painful memories that I wasn’t ready to face. $120 in DVDs gone to waste.

A week ago, I picked up Season 1 and decided to get my moneys worth.

It’s funny. I didn’t realise that blackouts really existed. Because I don’t remember any of this crap.

1 year ago

July 17, 2010